I whisper the curse
The boy’s tragedy remains
Forever instilled
Fate calls the master
The domino must not fall
No harm continued
Pain is the counsel
The man’s tragedy endured
Never repeated
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
I whisper the curse
The boy’s tragedy remains
Forever instilled
Fate calls the master
The domino must not fall
No harm continued
Pain is the counsel
The man’s tragedy endured
Never repeated
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The collection grows larger every day.
Wants, Needs, and Weeds. Changed Weeds from Nants.
Nant going to get it, didn’t have that expecting feel to it; With weeds they grow anywhere any time. In fact I have two neat piles of Wants and Needs but I’m overrun with Weeds! You learn to cut em back and fit em on a pile, kinda like, I need to eat, but I want Ice Cream sorta sorting. Well you get the idea. The one Weed that’s hard to put in a pile is that Sex Weed; it likes both piles and it’s a hold out from the last naming, Nant. I’m nant going to get it so why bother sortin.
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The words flow by without
so much a sigh
Hearing it’s a lie, and to
ponder why.
So many do cry from words
up on high
Others do try but only
manage goodbye
No Trip or trill, never
heeding of spill
Helping you still, to
succumb to their will
Not using a pill or
drinking their swill
They’ll have their good
fill without any bill
Its magic they say, for
use you will pay
Likely today, there’s no
other way
No use to belay, you
cannot betray
You are nothing but hay
and potters clay
©2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
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The evening cold and snow had already taken over the feelings in his hands and feet. Adjusting the packages to see his watch; the twenty minutes seemed more like an hour. When he first arrived, only briefly facing the brisk wind to survey the big white house, he had seen living room bay window still lit and the electric candles in every window. Behind each candle was a sparkling red wreath reflecting the alternating filament bulb creating a beautiful haloed effect behind the frosted window panes. The children’s lights have been off for a few minutes, but she was adamant about not seeing them tonight. I had them for Thanksgiving…
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Posted in Poetry
Tagged Candle, Christmas, Home and Garden, Shopping, Thanksgiving, United States, Wreath
It caresses the tip
Rushes in on a musky sweet wave
Almost like flash flooding creates and behaves
The cool sensuous flesh soon fills the void
Shooting cold chills through her opening Freud
Pushing forward and up clamping shut
just in time
only to lose a couple drops of the sublime
Melon for you
Melon for me
Such aware company
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost
Summer heats over a quiet afternoon
In the fall when love fell, azaleas bloomed
The mere mention of love and there it was,
The black box with a ceramic white dove.
Her perfumes‘ persistence mocks
After having opened the box
With the broken red lock.
Clasping hands with a swing and a strut;
Wanting of emotion, an empty gut.
Silliness of newness, cutting edge of loss
Feelings and images faded, losing their gloss.
At least allow peace or recover some chains
Let me have something tangible to gain
Her perfume still mocks
Hovering over the box
With the broken red lock
Let the dove take wing, carry me away;
Hear my pleas now, give me some say!
Suddenly in the heavens looking down from above
Released from its grip, at last peace from the dove.
Her perfume no longer mocked
Having tossed away the box
With the broken red lock
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The grinder whines the pipes sing
The beast gurgles brown stew
Tickets whirl the bell does ding
The coffee here you need to chew
Cinnamon arrives before the pie
The apple strapped to its heel
Flaky crust next a tear to my eye
How the scents of time make you feel
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The cold tile felt so good on my face.
I just couldn’t move but for the
shaking. It wasn’t the chills; my
body was shutting down from
all the meth I had been taking for
the past week.
Heart attack or panic attack didn’t
much matter right then, I just knew
I was going to die. The paramedics
took one look and had me strapped
me into the gurney and off we went.
I was feeling a little less anxiety
being with the medics keeping me
talking about how I felt, asking what
happened and not once did they
mention drugs; although I thought I
saw knowing glances between
themselves.
After several hours of prodding and
monitoring they got my blood pressure
down and with some hesitation let me go
home with a no work slip for seventy
two hours.
I took a week off got rested and returned
to work. It wasn’t four days and I was
starting to feel sluggish and drained. I
had a line to pick me up. I was going strong
but felt a little more would be better.
The cold tile felt so good on my face.
I just couldn’t move but for the life
of me I didn’t understand why I looked
so pale.
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Posted in Poetry
Tagged Anxiety, Disorders, Health, Mental Health, Myocardial infarction, Panic attack, Panic disorder
From his open heart he gave of himself
Choosing from the large jars upon his shelf
He showed no concern over the void created
In fact from the delight he was elated
The vacuum, the hole or the empty jar
Was filled with wonder from not very far
Passing a boy blowing dandelion fuzz
Honey bees working away with a buzz
The joy all around us we never see
Is there for your eyes if you ever please
Don’t be concerned for what you give today
Let your heart and your jars show you the way
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
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The old man sitting on the stoop was bent over and lamenting about his life.
I stopped and asked the man what was wrong.
He explained he lost everything that mattered to him and was wrought for what to do.
His family and fortune were gone with one wrong decision.
I asked him again making sure I understood all the consequences,” but what’s really wrong?”
He had no answer so I continued my journey telling him, “It’s going to better tomorrow.”
As I began to go he asked how I knew it was going to better and I answered, “I just know.”
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Page 1 of 1 words: 5
Beginning to hear the new words arrive
Words 13
Getting clearer now less static between
Words 21
The initial impact no longer stuns
Words 28
Now it is time to jump over the gate
Words 39
Tripping all along for this last little rhyme
Words 50?
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Trapped up to here over in there
Canyons return no breath of air
Mountains hold only cold despair
Once flowered fields reaped for their fair
Every candle can and does burn
Little fingers will flinch and soon learn
Fire is hot and well to be spurned
As moths we need one more turn
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Soothing winds creating the dins
That flow through the poplar leaves
Soaking up sun and having fun
With the worshiping by the trees
You hear the sigh up in the sky
As the wind goes everywhere
Stir the branches all big and small
With a whisper of clean fresh air
They bend and sway and seem to say
Glory to the one up above
Perched from flight and out of clear sight
Are the homes to the loving doves
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost
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I remember the feelings like they were yesterday.
Welling up in anticipation for the Alden’s general
merchandise catalog to arrive. It was getting
close to starting back to school and the fifth
graders got to have lunch with the sixth graders
and I could hardly wait.
The day the catalog arrived I was the first to get it
and went right for the shoes and there they were.
The Beatle boots were there zipper and all.
All summer long I polished other people’s shoes to get
the money together and I made it with some left over.
I ran to my mom, gave her the money and the order
form. I asked her to send it in right away because school
started in two weeks and I wanted them for the first day.
The twelve days it took to get to my house was
unbearable but they finally arrived. It was like wearing
gloves on my feet.
I ironed my white shirt and black chinos the night
before and put them on a hanger. Lying in bed they
were the last thing I seen and the boots still felt like
gloves under the covers.
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Pushing on past the distinction and space
To be touched by fire her radiant embrace
Chest to breast both our hearts synced in a race
Never wanting to ever leave this place
Scent of her hair ear lobe cool to the touch
Loins rushing red my lips about to brush
Breathe quickened now body soon to combust
This must not only be given to lust
Running fingers down her arms to her hands
Our eyes locked in smile lingering in stand
As if we were part of something banned
Time is all present in our glass of sand
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Stubby fingers welder soot scratchy face
Garlic breath smokers stench stale beer a trace
Canvas pants cornered now no breath no space
Back bent back arms held high no longer chaste
Let the ink flow where the tears would not dare
Give them what they need leave nothing to spare
Open your soul now show others you care
There is no shame be the one to dare
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
I have found the sea of tranquility
A perfect balance without you for me
No longer does my heart weep and or bleed
Nor am I anxious for past ecstasy
I am not moved when you walk through the room
Your essence not clinging like your perfume
Heaviness has lifted no more sense of gloom
My soul is at peace time healed all my wounds
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Taken by the moment I wrote these words
Never in my life have I felt so deferred
Given to levity I might have laughed
Not being the case I felt a little daft
Poems are poetry have always been my way
Some poetry not poems now what can I say
Narrative prose disguised without a rhyme
What could be coming next the end of time
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Wasting of time is eternally lost
No measured margin for its total cost
For situations now that fallen behind
Sets back recompense now there are fines
Compromise self to a greater degree
Giving away more yet increasing fees
Originally no longer an issue
Time for wiping tears away with a tissue
Sabotaging yourself takes more time
Than going down that shortened ladder you climb
More anxiety now than lack of progress
Nothings more a strain than fear of success
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Checking it again throughout the long day
Overcoming crises great is the pay
Ballast or Baggage is the great debate
Fear is forever can not make it wait
Dread and fright works in the obsessive mined
Knowledge is provisional given time
The pendulum swings down the toll does chime
Echoing attention to the need and the blind
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
Step into your new image that you create
You’re not set in stone or some higher fate
Don’t twist and turn at each others debate
Rely on the new you and not hesitate
You lift with the winds going up and around
Fearless and searching the wide open ground
Spotting the plunder you angle your glide down
Prey has not a prayer of hardly a sound
The picture you paint should have precision
Character requires some decision
Ensure you provide enough provision
To accomplish whatever you envision
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The paper waits and strains the gates
To heal the heart or some other fate
The inward glance scatters the hate
Oh the pain please abate
The paper expects cooperation
Nothing less than a dissertation
How can I give explanation
I guess I’ll use confabulation
© 2010-2011 Michael Yost booguloo@live.com
The morning arrives shiny and bright
Flowers uncurling a beautiful sight
Horses nostrils flare snorting with delight
Bounding up a mountain to a new height
The reflections are narrow, dark and deep
Slipping in very slow I did not leap
Clawing up at the walls so very steep
Falling in on itself yet celebrating sleep
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